grey rabbit
drawing on my hatred
an intricate design
i bit my tongue
and that's no fun
the blood i drank was mine
i ate a spoon the other day
got stuck in my throat
but went away
i followed it
with a fork and a knife
what's there to lose
when you don't have a life
but cutlery
is a thing of babes
and i'm much older now
wake me up
with your heartbeat
tell me that i'ts ok
that i will open my eyes
and see the grey